ज़िन्दगी - एक दौड़।

नदी में पानी की धारा सा बहते,
इस वक्त को गुजरते देखता हूँ।
पैसों की होड़ मे लोगों को,
अपनी किस्मत से जुझते देखता हूँ।
तो सोचता हूँ - क्या है खुशी? क्या है संतुष्टी?

सबसे आगे निकलने की दौड़ में,
अपनी सांसों को ज़ाया करते देखता हूँ।
जीतने वाला.तो जीत गया,
पीछे रहे जाने वालोँ को निराश देखता हूँ
तो सोचता हूँ - क्या यह ही ज़िंदगी है? - एक दौड़?

बड़ा घर, बड़ी गाड़ी, बड़े सपनो के पीछे,
सबको अपनी जवानी खपाते देखता हूँ
तो सोचता हूँ - यह उम्र जीने के लिए है या खुद को खपा देने के लिए?

आज वक्त है, हिम्मत है, साथ है।
कल पैसा होगा, हिम्मत नहीं, वक्त होगा पर शायद साथ नहीं।

~ प्रतीक सिक्का

Satinder Rana - Aap dude hain!

This blog is dedicated to a dear old friend - Mr. Blazing Trails. Mr. Satinder Rana.
And here is why:
I had completely forgotten about this freak of a blog. I don't even remember posting it. But thanks to the dude of dudes Mr. Rana who had followed my blog although it had just a single freaking post. He introduced me to my own blog and it is today that I have revisited my blog after 3 years!
It feels pretty nostalgic to remember the days when I had written that blog. 3 years seem like a lifetime now.
This is weird. But anyway, thanks mate for this. :)
I still don't know whether I will continue writing or whether I will again forget about it and get introduced to it by someone again in another 3 years. But anyway, this was great. Good work Sunny boy!
I heard we can tag people on blogger by adding a "+" symbol before their username but somehow I can't take +satinderrana here! :(
Any help?

Shit doesn't seem to end!

Everyone is trying their hand at blogging now. I gave it a try a year or so back but didn’t keep up. Wrote just 2 blogs in a year! I don’t know if I’ll keep up this time or not either. But since everyone was giving it a go, I thought let’s give it another shot. So here I am. Back again.

I wish my previous blog was still active! I liked it better. It gave me a warm, more comfortable feeling.

Although I donot seem to understand the worth of blogging. People say you can write your feelings or any crap in the world on your blog. But aren’t your feelings supposed to be private? I mean, wasn’t this the reason why journals were written, to write your feelings or any crap in the world? I would prefer writing a journal anytime over this.

I am writing it too now anyways. I haven’t told anyone about my blog yet, lets see how long does it take for my friends to find about this one out.

Also, the reason why I am skeptic towards writing blogs is that I have read some people’s writings and I must say, they are G.O.O.H.O.O.O.O.O.O.O.O.D and I don’t know whether I will be able to match their talent.

‘Talent’ that’s another thing that has eluded my understanding of myself. People know their talent. What they are good at. They know much more about themselves than I have been able to find out about myself. And I am 23 years old now! People are so successful by this age, or atleast they are working towards achieving their goals. And I am this stupid fuck who still doesn’t know what I want to do or be or where I am headed.

And this shit doesn’t seem to end. I don’t even know where to begin in finding out either. People say I made a mistake in doing what I did back in 2005. I don’t want to make the same mistake again. But…. This ‘but’ is the killer in my life right now!

Well! I don’t know what else to say. I am pretty messed up. And worried. And LOST!

And I am telling the whole world about it!