Everyone is trying their hand at blogging now. I gave it a try a year or so back but didn’t keep up. Wrote just 2 blogs in a year! I don’t know if I’ll keep up this time or not either. But since everyone was giving it a go, I thought let’s give it another shot. So here I am. Back again.
I wish my previous blog was still active! I liked it better. It gave me a warm, more comfortable feeling.
Although I donot seem to understand the worth of blogging. People say you can write your feelings or any crap in the world on your blog. But aren’t your feelings supposed to be private? I mean, wasn’t this the reason why journals were written, to write your feelings or any crap in the world? I would prefer writing a journal anytime over this.
I am writing it too now anyways. I haven’t told anyone about my blog yet, lets see how long does it take for my friends to find about this one out.
Also, the reason why I am skeptic towards writing blogs is that I have read some people’s writings and I must say, they are G.O.O.H.O.O.O.O.O.O.O.O.D and I don’t know whether I will be able to match their talent.
‘Talent’ that’s another thing that has eluded my understanding of myself. People know their talent. What they are good at. They know much more about themselves than I have been able to find out about myself. And I am 23 years old now! People are so successful by this age, or atleast they are working towards achieving their goals. And I am this stupid fuck who still doesn’t know what I want to do or be or where I am headed.
And this shit doesn’t seem to end. I don’t even know where to begin in finding out either. People say I made a mistake in doing what I did back in 2005. I don’t want to make the same mistake again. But…. This ‘but’ is the killer in my life right now!
Well! I don’t know what else to say. I am pretty messed up. And worried. And LOST!
And I am telling the whole world about it!
